I hate fighting with people. I hate arguments, I hate disagreements in general. I hardly ever stand up for myself. I let people say and do things to me that hurt and make me feel bad...and I usually forgive them and let it drop, I don't even make them apologize. But I'm seriously starting to get to the point where I'm sick of letting people treat me like that, sick of letting people hurt me, sick of not standing up for myself. I've changed a lot in the past year, been more open with myself and others with my feelings. I hate that people make me feel like I'm being selfish just because I realized that I have to take care of myself as well. I'm tired of taking care of other people and getting nothing in return.

So I'm going to say how I feel, and tell you what I think, and take care of myself, and stop giving in so easily. I'm going to stand up for myself and stick to my guns. If you owe me an apology then I'm going to tell you, and I'm not going to back down and let you get away with not giving me one.