Safe....For Now

Well friends, I am happy to report that i will make it through the month of December unscathed. i managed to scrape together enough money to pay off my impeding bills and don't have to worry anymore...until January 1st that is! I have been on the hunt for a job for 7 months now and find myself becoming more and more discouraged, especially since I am now, literally, at the point of no return. I don't want to be defaulting on credit cards, and school loans! It's a scary place to be.

But at the same time, I am trying to remember that I could be so much worse off! I have a roof over my head, and food to eat, a place to sleep. I just need to tough it out and realize that it can't go on forever. Eventually, I'll find a job and be once again a fiscally responsible adult. I just have to wait out the storm, patiently!

Speaking of storms, there is one raging outside my window at the moment, it has been raining pretty much all day. I love the rain, I don't know what it is, but rain makes me content, happy. People think I'm crazy, but I love dancing in the rain (If Gene Kelly could sing in it, I should be allowed to Dance!). But because we're coming up to Christmas, it would be so amazing if it would snow! Well, I've still got 9 more days to hope and pray for a white Christmas!