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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Dreams

My brain works in mysterious ways. For the longest time whenever i had dreams that I could remember, they were never actually about anyone I knew. Once in a great while, one would sneak in, but it wasn't by any means a normal occurrence. About this time last year, however, all that changed. To make an extremely long story short, it was a little over a year ago, that I met the man that i am currently dating. Since having met him, I dream about him, at least once a month, usually more. The really weird thing about these dreams, is that they are always the opposite of what's actually going on with us and our relationship.

When we had hit a rough patch, I would dream that things between us were great and that we would get over it and be together. Now, that's not really all that weird considering, I was more than likely hoping and thinking about this happening. Now however, we have been dating for 8 months. Other than a few potholes here and there (and lets be honest, who doesn't?) things have been so good. So why then, do I dream of him cheating on me, or leaving me, or me leaving him? I have every faith in him and our relationship - when I am awake and thinking logically. So where are these doubts/thoughts coming from? What is manifesting them?

I know that things don't always happen the way we plan, but I can honestly see myself with this man for the rest of my life. And if for some reason, that is not the plan for our lives, I am certain that we would part amicably and remain friends, as I know that neither of us are the type to do anything that would significantly hurt the other person. Why does my brain feel the need to fill my head with falsities and lies?

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